hello... it's me once again... hehehe... it's been a while since i had a post here ryt?? been patching things up lately and i've been not feeling well latel because of my health condition.. you know?? (SLE thing). well this moment... i am not that busy, i have nothing to do... i am looking for something to do for this da or this week or maybe this month... gosh!! i'm god damn fucking bored f staying here in the four corner s of our house... hmmmm... plz help if somebody... can anyone give me a suggestion of anything that i can do more that wont't give me any stress??/... plz..... text me here: 09185801119... tnx!!

Hidden Affection

If only I could say that I Love You
I'd tell you again and again
But I don't want you to know it
Because I know that you doesn't even care
Once you smiled at me
And our eyes meet
I feel that my body is shaking
I know that I have feelings for you
But I can't say it
And I don't know the reason why
If you're far away, I wanted to cry
But for you it's just nothing
But it's big thing for me
I tried to forget you
But I can't...

...it's just because I Love You that much...

March 23, 2002
11:47 pm

bedtime (sleepless nights)
1:18 am
march 23, 2002
with background music "later" by: Fralippolippi


I Hate This Feeling...

Why am I feeling this way?
I hate it when i'm thinking of him,
When I know that his thinking someone else
I hate it when I'm missing him,
When i know that his missing someone else
I hate it when I'm whispering his name
I hate it when your looking to the other girLs
Coz I know that you'll never be mine
I hate this feeling that I'm feeling right now...
It's better not to expect too much
Coz I'm the one who will be hurt a lot.