hello... it's me once again... hehehe... it's been a while since i had a post here ryt?? been patching things up lately and i've been not feeling well latel because of my health condition.. you know?? (SLE thing). well this moment... i am not that busy, i have nothing to do... i am looking for something to do for this da or this week or maybe this month... gosh!! i'm god damn fucking bored f staying here in the four corner s of our house... hmmmm... plz help if somebody... can anyone give me a suggestion of anything that i can do more that wont't give me any stress??/... plz..... text me here: 09185801119... tnx!!

Hidden Affection

If only I could say that I Love You
I'd tell you again and again
But I don't want you to know it
Because I know that you doesn't even care
Once you smiled at me
And our eyes meet
I feel that my body is shaking
I know that I have feelings for you
But I can't say it
And I don't know the reason why
If you're far away, I wanted to cry
But for you it's just nothing
But it's big thing for me
I tried to forget you
But I can't...

...it's just because I Love You that much...

March 23, 2002
11:47 pm

bedtime (sleepless nights)
1:18 am
march 23, 2002
with background music "later" by: Fralippolippi


I Hate This Feeling...

Why am I feeling this way?
I hate it when i'm thinking of him,
When I know that his thinking someone else
I hate it when I'm missing him,
When i know that his missing someone else
I hate it when I'm whispering his name
I hate it when your looking to the other girLs
Coz I know that you'll never be mine
I hate this feeling that I'm feeling right now...
It's better not to expect too much
Coz I'm the one who will be hurt a lot.

from the book of hope..

" I really love that song." " I'm in love!"

There's a lot of talk about love. ♥ But what is it, really?

Love. According to psychologist, the most basic human need is to love and be loved. There is no power greater than love. It can motivate people to do things for others they wouldn't normally do. Some even give u everything for the sake of the one they love.

But if love is such a beautiful thing, so essential to life , why is there so little of it in the world? Why is there so much hate? The answer is simple. True love is more than a sentimental, gushy feeling. Love is a decision, a choice each must make. The greatest demostration of love is to give our life to the person we love. GOD did that. Even before we were born, he demonstrated his great love for us when he gave his only son Jesus to die on the cross for our sins so we could have forgiveness and eternal life in Him. That is what Love is. It gives, selfishly, even sacrificially. It unconditionally provides for the one that is loved.



This kind of love comes only from God, for God's very being is love. So when men and women rebel against God by setting up their own value system, rejecting the authority of God, they lose the very source of true love, that is God.

Away from the source, love becomes temporary rather than lasting. It becomes selfish and demanding. It seeks than the good of the one that is loved. It takes, rather than gives.

But when we connect with God, His love enables us to love others as he loves, even our enemies. We can love others without expecting or demanding everything in return. God's love gives and forgives. It is costant, dependable, and lasting. It fulfills and it satisfies the deepest need.

This kind of love is free and available. We only need to come and connect with God through His Son Jesus Christ, and that love will flow freely in and through our hearts to others.

---Book of Hope

i just read this article in our church's journal, and i was touch with it's message and i want it to share and post it here in my blog so that anyone who may read this may reflect and know the true meaning of what Love really is. Love is not only for lovers or couples, you may show love to your family, friends, neighbor, to Yourself and most especially to God. Love is a very wide and deep feeling. Love is not only celebrated during Valenines Day, you may express love anytime and anywhere you want to..
But the true meaning of love is....
How much do we love God...

about mahwee

hi guyz! it's me Maui...



About Me:
it's gonna be by very post here in blogger coz i just sign up here earlier... hehehe (non-sense). Well, my real name is Maureen Gay C. Nale i just turned 24 last February 2. Although i am 24 already i just look like i'm 17 years old hehehe! Joke! some say that i have a baby face... i don't look like my age. hehehe...
i was born and raise here in Davao City, i'm proud to be a dabawenya!

Studies:
elementary: ford academy of the Arts (1996)
high school: davao city national Highschool (2000)
college: holy cross of davao college (2004)
brokenshire college (2005-2006)

during our yearbook pictorial BS-Psychology

I am a graduate of BS-Psychology @ Holy Cross of Davao college here in Davao City.


After college i worked as a customer service representative @ 2Go (formerly Aboitiz one, Inc.) i only worked there for three months then after that i enrolled in Brokenshire College taking up BS-Nursing as my second course... it was a fun and challenging course for me, but unfortunately i had to stop schooling because i've been diagnosed of having SLE-Lupus and the doctor advised me take rest first nd to stop schooling is the best way to take a rest, for nursing is a very tiring course. I only enrolled 2 semester and 1 summer.




my classmates in brokenshire college

And now, i am just here at the house taking my rest, i am not allowed to go outside especially if it's very sunny outside, because Lupus patients are not allowed to be exposed in the sun to avoid the butterfly rash in the face... hmmmm..... what else do i have to share???

taken @ kaputian samal

smile after LQ

My Lovelife:
I am Single but not avialable coz i had a loving bf and we called each other "Tart", we've been together for almost three years already and yet still going strong... he accepts everything about me.. and i love him very much... we've known each other since high school we were classmates in first year high, we were in the same section (cadena de amor) room F10 hehehe... we became friends for a long time and he started courting me when we turned third year high and we were officially On when we were in fourth year. our relationship lasted for almost 2 years and unfortunately broke up when we got to college because we had different schedules and different school and we don't communicate each other that much... we've been departed for almost 2 years we found other love,

i love my tart sooo much...♥

but then after two years of having no communication at all we both crossed each others path, and we've bring back the love that we lost i the wind. (kanta ata eto hehehe) and we discovered that we both still love each other that's why we decided to give it another try... that's why we're together now... love is sweeter the second time around.

ate bebz, hannah, jois & me


eating munchkins....

My Family:
i belong to a simple and happy family, witha a very loving and supportive parents a caring and lovings sisters. my parents are Weweng and vicky both of them are OFW @ S.korea, the family agreed that they work abroad for us to have a living and can go to school, our family is just a simple and does not enough money that's why my parents sacrifice of being away from us, to support us in school. my sister jassie, honey let, joyce ann and my pamangkin hannah.. i enjoy the company of my siblings...

my parents in S.Korea


My Friends:
i am a friendly person because a have lots of friends in my friendster account Joke!! hehehe.... not really, i have so many friends that i treasure that most... my friends way back in elementary and highschool days... but my longest friends are my batchmate in college in psychology dept. and m calssmates in brokenshire...

♥ my bestfriend for too many years Dolly we call each other Labz ♥


my bestfriend is dolly beth.. we shared a lot together, we all know each other secrets hehehe especially about our crushes and lovelife... <3>y closest peers but we have'nt contact nowadays coz the are busy in there duty... but we just exchange text messages now.... during our reunion oct. 2006

jing, me & vincent @ paradise

dinah , me, dolly & audrey



my pics:

bago gising po me dito, halata ba?

feeling pretty lang po! ♥




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